Can you bring me back to there?
A place that I'd love to see the waves
A place that I'd love to play with the sands
A place that I would be free to ride my bike with my friends
Where the wind slowly passed through my hair
Where I could finally write our names by a twig wood
Playing the waves,
seeing the boats were about to sail far away from the shore
Waving up my hands, and joining those children playing kites
When it was Sunday morning, at 5:00 we rode our bikes
through the cold of early morning
Picking up,
riding, picking up,
riding...
And towards the unfixed gate, and parked our bike under the tree
Running, running. So then you would feel the togetherness
Hold on, just hold my hand. So then you would feel the peace
Taking pictures, and you've got these all frozen precious moments.
And the sun got high and it was biting us
at the time we were ready to ride back home
It's frozen but it had possibility to get lost.........
But when it has came to my memory it would never change
And,
Another lovely days scrolled into my life
When the day I woke up myself and got ready to go on
Because I knew it wouldn't be permanent
I would enjoy every single step I took
Entered the gate, held their hands with such a lovely smile
Met all the girls, chit chatting all over the days
Met all the boys, and with other friends we had fun all days
And the peace and togetherness wouldn't be permanent
Nothing here is permanent
For some things I used to have but now those all are gone forever
My mind's spinning around and I can't be focused for one thing
Because I'm thinking of many random places that I should go
and I'm thinking of many people who ever been in my life
I miss them, do they miss me?
And my laptop clock's showing 5:51 pm
I was used to hanging out with them
or riding my bike to go home after having a class
I don't know the strength of time
Time slides fast and everything is now changing slowly yet clearly
Don't you know I'm not that strong
I don't know about the wheel of life so I won't mind it
I need my charger when I'm low
And now I'm low, so where are my chargers?
or better yet, where's my only one charger?
I'm feeling so weak, I'm feeling rough
I never been in this situation and position before...
I'm on shocked, maybe
Well, I've lost many things
Do I deserve for better things?
I'm not giving a damn, I'm doing drama
And I don't want to living a lie
I'm 16th this year but I'm feeling like a 14th girl
Because I still do the egoistic and I can't control my crying
or better, I can't control my emotion, feelings, and mood
Hm maybe emotion, feelings, and mood are now controlling me
I don't care, I am living my way
Maybe, I should prepare myself for an awakening of a show
Just like a showbiz world, I wish I could get my own scenario
I still don't want to call it a loser
Am I done it? It's showed like a completest fulfilled dreams
What I said? What dreams?
Maybe I am just stuck on my own mind-sets that I've built before
It's a good time maybe for me to let it hearty, sincerely
Maybe it's one of ways to express the art of letting go
sorry for blabbering here
